A FLASH LIGHT

i just want to tell you so you know...

2007-03-29T01:48:24Z

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one...

i mean it.
i love you.

oh look its the alamagator(out of my mothers mouth she spoke)

2006-11-08T20:48:48Z

things are wonderful.
the house is coming together really nicly.
lots of hard work involved.
lots of preparation for winter.
lots of lumber-jack things.
axes, plaid, and flap-jacks.

even though i dont hang out that much doesnt mean i dont love you guys. i am busy and hanging out everyday isnt life.
no one makes me not hang out. i just dont as much. no one ever comes to see me at my house so suck it. time for hanging out is needed, but hanging out isnt life.

in other news...

i love my life.
i had a job at foodlion but they can suck it and dont do paper work good.
i will have a job at compucredit soon and dara will soon too.

i love dara so much and the time she has been on my mountain has been the funnest time i have ever had in my whole entire life. something BIG is happening. just wait and see.

her birthday WILL be the best. she doesnt even know.

CHRIS NOLEN: you make me filled with jest
RH DYAR: you have an idea for a rock band.like with real rocks.
DARA RASNAKE: i love you more than the face of death.

i have to poo poo.

FUCK OFF!!!!

benjamountian @ 2006-10-11T22:00:00

2006-10-11T22:09:20Z

hello there people of this extreamly ghey thing called the world wide web c/o livejournal...

i dont care to update much so i dont.

i live on the mountain with dara and life is grand.
we work.
we hang out.
we work on my house.
we play with our dog aliem.
i love her.

i miss some friends.
i have been drywalling my house.
i have been very sick for the last week.

i see k-bizzal and c to the n a lot.
i dont ever see chase or robby or bus or cody or van.

i love being home in the mountains.

YOU AND ME! mountain house with lots of fishing and your music. you know who this is.

anyways, the internet is stupid and i cant wait for a few things:

tonight.
kings.
wuulfgard.
souls.
isomate.
dara and i's untitled musical project that she doesnt even know about yet...
money for tattoos.
december and then april.

CHRIS NOLEN IS GHEY, but i still think hes cool.

2006-09-21T17:47:58Z

some people need to grow up. things will almost never go your way and thats life. people grow up. people change. doesnt mean you have to move on, in some ways yes, but not all ways. i just think people need to check their heads and be cool about things. drama is dumb no matter what form. keep it real and just love life.

god bless.

BOATSSSSSS

2006-09-11T02:55:36Z

i am now in north carolina at hot vegas's for a little.i am getting a plce soon. i get work this week.
dara's dad sucks most of the time. hes a good guy though...
this guy on miami ink is getting tattooed of a self portrait of his brother that died becasue he was fucking drunk driving and killed himself and i poped a tear. it was soooo sad. there is a miami ink marathon so thats awesome.
tomorrow i am meeting dara in the morning before school. i am stoked.
i am so happy to be home.
i really missed my friends.
i eally missed my family.
i really missed my girl.
i really missed north carolina.

dara and i went to wearhouse today and it was sooo amazing. i am sooo happy i am going to get to go there ever sunday. it is honestly the only church i have ever been to that i really like. the worship is the most amazing worship i have ever heard. they played a death cab for cutie song today... what other church does that, and it wasnt like the youth group, it was the main service. the surmin was soooooo amazing too. i love the people there too.

i cant wait to see what theses next few months will hold.

i love you.

p.s:

ROLLER BOAT

GHEY

2006-09-08T15:18:14Z

i am coming home tomorrow. things just didnt work out. fullsail sucks dick.
kings will rule. isomate will rule. me and ricks untitled death metal band will rule.
i love home.
i love you too.

I LOOOOVVVVEEE YOU

2006-08-31T17:18:40Z

it was amazing.
it was hard for her to leave.
i cant put into words how this all was.

OH MY LORD

2006-08-24T20:45:38Z

thank you so much.

2006-08-24T13:21:23Z

i feel so wonderful right now. i am in my last two days of classes for this month and it has been great.
i am sooooo happy right now.
Dara is coming to see me in two days and i am enthralled.[sp]
thanks for everything baby.

dakfdas;flsdiojfghsdofhsf

2006-08-23T17:01:31Z

THREE DAYS

l.o.v.e.

2006-08-22T15:24:42Z

with a swift blow to the face. i have risen from the ground and i am back on top!
i love you boatface ;)

i have never felt so loved...

you make me happy

2006-08-21T19:27:31Z

HAHAHAHAHAH

PARENTAL CONTROL IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GAY! THIS GUY TOOK A GIRL TO A BATTING CAGE ON THERE FIRST DATE!!! WHAT A YO DUDE!!!!

he just said "i am working up an appatite, why dont we go get a SNACK" HAHAHAHAHAHAH WHAT A FAGGOT.

ok. mtv is sooooo bad. how are they still on.

i love you baby.

benjamountian @ 2006-08-19T16:45:00

2006-08-19T20:45:55Z

i am done.

as metal as i want

2006-08-17T18:57:45Z

this book was based on you:

and i wish we would have gone to THIS!!!!

i love you.

oh my

2006-08-17T13:54:32Z

me

and

you

GONE GONE GONE

2006-08-16T14:02:39Z

myspace is deleted.
i exist no more.
i love you.

kidnapping

2006-08-15T14:25:00Z

lets live here

benjamountian @ 2006-08-14T16:58:00

2006-08-14T20:58:38Z

i love you.

whats going on.

2006-08-14T13:54:40Z

i love you.
get better.
no problem.
i killed the quiz.
watermelon gum is good.
i need to finish my roll.
there are so many douch bags around me.
all the YO DUDES.
they are sooooo stinking gay.
i love you.

i got point

2006-08-11T16:02:46Z

i got my legacy shot yesterday. i hope.
i talked to dara's dad. it was good.
i want chris nolen to come and battle me in a swift game of dragon lance: the board game.
i want rh and joe crutch to come be creeps with me.
i want the 26th to be today.
i only love Behemoth, Decapitated, Aborted and Suffocation.
i love you babybear.

!!!!!!!!!!CHRIS? where is girl going?

PHOTOTOTREALY

2006-08-09T14:09:41Z

i am sitting in my photo class and i just took a quiz. i am almost positive i got a 100!
i need to shoot a whole roll of film today before 5! i hope i can do it. i want to take pictures of dara.
i look goofy today.
i need new barings for my wheels on my board.
I MADE A 100 ON MY QUIZ!!!!
thank you Jesus for everything. my life is wonderful.
i get my school money tomorrow.
i get my laptop soon.
i am doing good on quiting kind of.
i love you baby

ohhhhhhhh... look how cool i am! LOOK AT ALL MY LABTOPS!!!

2006-08-08T13:20:22Z

everyone in my creative writing class had to write dialoge for a short script. every one has to act it out. and some are soooooooooooo bad. what a joke. some people.... i have to go to another photography lab today. oh gosh this thing is sooooo dumb.
DARA IS COMING TO VISIT ME ON THE 26th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok. done. and chris... ITS GETTING OLD ASSHOLE!!!!

CHRISTMAS IS A FAGGGGGGGGG

2006-08-07T14:33:38Z

today is the beginning of a new week. i have a whole roll of self portraits we were supposed to do for class today and i hope they turn out good. i have to finish writing a stroy thats do for tomorrow(can wait). i am quiting smoking finally. i think i have a good way to stop this time. dara is quiting with me so that makes it a loooooooot easier. i bought v for vendetta and nightwatch when they came out and i still havent watched either since i bought them. i am sooooo busy. my sister and dara are coming to visit me and jo jo from saturday the 26th till thursday the 31st. i am sooo incredably happy. i wish my other friends would come see me soon. chase,chris,robby,rh,crutch,stew,bobby,elmore,jesse,cable,mike,phillp and rick need to come take a road trip all at the same time to come visit me. we can rent a resort. i have to go writie now. i love you

BWHAHAHAHAHAHA

2006-08-05T12:21:56Z

CHRIS NOLEN

LIKES IT IN THE BUTT!

enjoy your bagel

2006-08-04T15:49:19Z

my little coffee and cigerette break was good.
my little dream was incredable.
my little v for vendetta should be amazing today.
my little photos are awesome.
my little girlfriend is my world.
my little sore back SUCKS ASS!

i am going to take a whole role of film today.
i love you